My Adult Observation

Through the London Dating Site I had met Jack and been dating him for four months. I had thought we were so in love and perfect for each other. One evening we had been making love together doggy style and I had been panting with passion. When he withdrew his penis from my vagina the condom had gone missing. It had got inside me and I had wondered if it ever would come out. It did come out twelve hours later and I threw it away.

At the weekend Jack took me out for a candle lit meal. He was so lovable because he often brought me presents. He gave me crystals and I built up a collection of colourful little tumble stones. It had felt romantic to kiss him in a room only lit by candle light.

On the Wednesday night Jack took me out to meet his parents, George his dad and Glenda his mum. His fifteen year old sister, Lily was there too. I thought Jack came from a lovely family.

I began to feel unwell and tired at work. I worked night shifts as a nurse in my local hospital. Every three years I had to have a medical examination as part of my contract. The doctor did a urine test and said that she had found something I might not know. She announced that I was pregnant. I went over to Jack's house to tell him. He was really shocked because we hadn't been trying for a baby. He got used to the idea.

At sixteen weeks pregnancy I had a blood test and then the midwife wanted to speak to me. She asked if I would attend a detailed ultrasound examination. I brought Jack along with me. We were told our baby would have spina bifida and hydrocephalus. Jack burst into tears. The consultant explained that I could have an abortion if I wanted one. I said no but Jack tried to pressure me to have one. Therefore I split up with him.

I logged back on to London Dating and went on their forum to discuss the situation that I had found myself in. Noel, one of the guys that had emailed me initially sent me a message. He met up with me and decorated my smallest bedroom for my baby. He said that all my friends at london dating would help me.

I went in labour and Noel drove me to the hospital. By baby girl was born at 05.00 the next day. She was sent for an operation to close the hole in her back. The consultant said that she wasn't so badly affected as they had expected. My daughter is now three years old and her dad Jack can't be bothered to be part of her life. I am back dating guys off London dating. Noel is now my best friend.